Kept it Inside

You came in and my heart stopped.

I asked the bartender to pour me another shot.

You knew I was there,

You couldn’t stop looking.

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I wanted to scream.

I wanted to rage.

I wanted to cry.

Biting my tongue,

Holding my breath.

I kept it inside.

It was a knife to my chest the moment you kissed her.

A stranger that I didn’t know.

You keep sayin’ that you love me.

But your actions are tellin’ a different story.

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Don’t keep playing with me.

I’m gonna be pulling away.

You might have thought that I’d always stay,

But I stopped waiting on you.

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I’m gone.

I’m going.

You broke us

With a married woman.

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Biting my tongue,

Holding my breath.

Biting my tongue,

Holding my breath.

I kept it inside.

Why I Let It All Go

Three shots of tequila, I’m growin’ weak

Memory comes in, like the tide of a sea.

Come on baby, don’t you know

Don’t you know what it is that you’re doin’ to me?

The heartache of a kiss is like a dagger to me.

Another drink in, my tongue loosens

The warmth of the liquor spreads through my skin.

Come on baby, do you even remember

Do you even remember when I let it all go?

You’re why I let it all go.

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When you find the one you want to be with

When you find the one that you need

It’s easy for the rest of the world to slip away.

You’re why I let it all go.

And the heartache of a kiss is like a dagger to me.

I’m getting pretty tipsy, fuzzy thoughts consuming

This isn’t me, I just want to drink you down the drain.

Come on baby, don’t you know

Don’t you know what it is that you’re doin’ to me?

The heartache of a kiss is like a dagger to me.

Pay the bartender, he looks me up and down

A wave and a glance, I walk on out.

Come on baby, do you even remember

Do you even remember when I let it all go?

You’re why I let it all go.

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The memory of your kiss is what’s making my heart bleed.

In Bed With the Devil

**Wrote this back in November**

I laid in the Devil’s arms

And he told me that if I wished

I would be the one to initiate the kisses of sin.

So I climbed on top, in my sailor blue striped pajamas,

Kissed him deeply, wrapping my fingers in his dark brown locks.

I took of my top and threw it to the floor as he stripped off his

And unclasped my white cotton bra.  For each nip at his pierced mouth,

I was rewarded with a massage and suck of each breast.

We moved to our sides and he scratched at my back,

Bringing me closer to him with the tingling he sent through my spine.

Are you sure? Yes, I’m sure. I’m ready. I’ve chosen.

The rest of our clothes quickly met the floor with their mates,

And he took me, and pressed his body against mine as he moved slowly.

I held on as the fire burned within me and the Devil took me.