I Want You to Know

I want you to know

I have no regrets

No regrets for ever loving you

I gave you my heart

And you held my soul

You were my true, true one

And a piece of me

Will never let you go

But I've finally realized

That while you will always be a part of me

Of my life...

It's time to never look back

At least not for me

I'll support you, hell, I'll raise a glass

For anything that will make you smile

You aren't mine though

You were never going to let that happen

And I'm happier without having you in my veins anymore

We're part of a messed up extended family

Hearts to hearts

And yet, I'm good

And damn I feel good not dwelling on my love for you

The pain and the sadness

The hurt and disappointment

I've shed it like skin

And risen

Whatever happens, come what may

I'm excited, because I can't see it

And I wouldn't be here

Wouldn't be who I am today

If I had never loved you

The way we loved.

If You Will

You said that you're here now,

But you're proving my need

To not hope

Because I never know for how long.

Don't profess your love

And speak the sweet words

Of misery

And longing

When at the drop of a pin

You could disappear for what seems a century.

Stay awhile, if you will.

Hold my hand,

Pull me close,

Never let go like you did before.

Pull the hood down that you hide within,

Reveal the character that strikes at my heart...

The one which drives me to the balance of insanity and sane.

Won't Go Back

Last year, I probably would’ve said yes.

Take you back even if it couldn’t work.

Deal out multiple second chances.

So I could always hold onto you.

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But now, you wouldn’t know me

I’m no longer the same

And I’m not going back to who I was,

And even though a piece of me

Still loves you like an everlasting flame,

I won’t go back, no I ain’t going back.

Press rewind and take in all the memories,

Nostalgia’s a bitch, don’t I know it.

Hear people talking about hurt and pain,

And all of them think staying and returning is going to be worth it.

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Don’t come crawling to me,

I won’t care if you bring me flowers, begging on your knees.

You may think my heart’s grown cold,

Truth is, I just did what I had to, became stronger.

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I won’t go back to me and you.

Never Alone

Little girl are you feeling blue?

Feel upset, like you can’t make it through?

As if you can’t see the rainbow that stretches

Across a clear sky after the rain comes down?

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I want you to know,

You’re not alone,

You’re never alone my friend,

I’ll be here for you,

Whether you want me to;

You’re never alone.

Teenage invisible freak,

Are you feeling like you’ll never be seen?

As if all there is to life is prom queens

And maybe you should be a wannabe?

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Welcome to the real world,

You’re out on your own and you feel so cold

As if you won’t be able to face reality

As it bares down like a heavy weight?

Chorus

No, you’re never alone.