Sometimes

Sometimes I feel

As if everything, inside of me, is breaking.

How can I hold on,

Without a hand to cling to,

The one who was my shelter

Is still so far gone.

Sometimes I think back

To who I was back then and now,

How can I go back

Without the love to greet me,

When all lights go out

And I’m still alone.

Sometimes I want to

Reverse time and revert back

Have all the memories rewind and

Let me return to

When I was cared for and

I believed you’d never leave.

Sometimes I wonder

Will the old me resurface

But then I know the truth

It won’t happen because of you.

So I guess I’ll go on

And just dream of you.

Won't Go Back

Last year, I probably would’ve said yes.

Take you back even if it couldn’t work.

Deal out multiple second chances.

So I could always hold onto you.

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But now, you wouldn’t know me

I’m no longer the same

And I’m not going back to who I was,

And even though a piece of me

Still loves you like an everlasting flame,

I won’t go back, no I ain’t going back.

Press rewind and take in all the memories,

Nostalgia’s a bitch, don’t I know it.

Hear people talking about hurt and pain,

And all of them think staying and returning is going to be worth it.

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Don’t come crawling to me,

I won’t care if you bring me flowers, begging on your knees.

You may think my heart’s grown cold,

Truth is, I just did what I had to, became stronger.

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I won’t go back to me and you.