What Do You Think About

What do you think about, when you think of me?

Do you think of my lips and my ass?

My soft cream skin?

My laugh and smile?

The tears that sting my eyes?

My arms as they wrap around you, pulling you in,

Caressing away as many cares as I can?

Do you think about how much you miss me

Or how you wish you could tell me anything and everything,

But you're not sure where to start?

Do you think about the memories? The sighs?

The nights where I'd fall asleep against your chest?

Do you think about adventures you'd like to take me on?

Things you'd like to show me, teach me?

Do you wonder if I'm thinking about you?

Do you think about finally giving me all of your heart,

No excuses, no others, just giving it to the one who cares the most?

The one you once said you weren't sure how to give it to,

Even though you wanted to,

Who has always been patient in loving you?

Do you ever think, that I may walk away,

Turn my back, because of too much ache?

Do you think about how I may love you more than you'll ever realize,

And that perhaps you love me more than you'll ever show?

Do you ever think about how often I'm confused from your signals?

Your words and actions, and how sometimes, they don't intermingle?

What do you think about, when you think of your heart?

What do you think about, when you think of me?

Only You

You never stopped to think

That she could be the one.

Well, maybe you did, for a blink

Of a second. A heartbeat.

But you still kept talking to everyone

About your search, what you want.

Instead of staying awhile,

And getting to know every inch of her

Not just every inch of skin that your touches

Cause to vibrate from memories and sighs

But the soul’s mind-heart, that has grown

And altered. Instead of looking

You should be knowing. The woman

Before your eyes, that is always put to the side.

Don’t say the word love lightly.

Don’t say you wish and you want

If it will soon fall empty. Feeding lines

To a jaded heart, will eventually

Make that one numb. You keep hunting

And she’ll shut down. Chances have been given,

Only you can help the us now.

Sometimes

Sometimes I feel

As if everything, inside of me, is breaking.

How can I hold on,

Without a hand to cling to,

The one who was my shelter

Is still so far gone.

Sometimes I think back

To who I was back then and now,

How can I go back

Without the love to greet me,

When all lights go out

And I’m still alone.

Sometimes I want to

Reverse time and revert back

Have all the memories rewind and

Let me return to

When I was cared for and

I believed you’d never leave.

Sometimes I wonder

Will the old me resurface

But then I know the truth

It won’t happen because of you.

So I guess I’ll go on

And just dream of you.