Jekyll and Hyde

Your words,

Cut just like a knife.

I don’t know what to do.

It’s like I’m being gutted out alive.

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What you say,

Does more damage than a bruise.

It’s emotional and mental abuse.

I want to hide away,

But it haunts me like a ghost.

You say yes, then no

I’m confused of where to go.

Make me feel alone.

Want me to depend on you.

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For every positive, there’s a negative.

Enunciate the syllables

You know that the clearer it’s stated,

The longer it takes for time to heal.

Chorus

There’s no running without falling.

So I ask God

To save me with His grace.

I’m going to survive.

Goodbye, Jekyll and Hyde.

Not Gonna Heal This

I want to be your shooting star;
But I've finally come to terms--
To the realization,
That it's a fruitless wish.

I just get to be my own star,
Another nomad in this busy world.
Dreams are something written in the sand,
Wishes another penny in the well with my eyes closed.
But I wouldn't be me,
If I didn't keep on loving anyway.

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Kisses aren’t gonna heal this.

Sweets aren’t gonna dull it or make it go away.

Only love can heal this pain,

But I’m not sure who’s love it will take.

Sometimes I cry,

Because I hate myself—

You know what it feels like,

The world swallows you whole.

Open up, I try

But in the end there’s always

A river that’s flowing—

Whether it be on the surface

Or buried deep for no one to see, but me.

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Kisses aren’t gonna heal this.

I’m not sure who’s love it will take.